Today marks five months since I stopped AD's. Five whole months. It was round about the five month mark I started to relapse when I previously stopped them. I'm feeling slightly positive today. My hands/wrists/forearms are sore. My left wrist is splinted up. I'm back at work tomorrow but all I can do is try. Right?
I still have wobbles. I still have that fragile feeling. I think I'm ok.
Bug was up early again, 5 something am. I've been yawning away all morning. After breakfast he wanted his happy land toys so they're currently scattered over the living room floor. While playing bug picked up the toy phone box and pretended to call N, his cousin, it was very cute. The conversation was bug asking N how he was and if he was coming to visit. When bug finished the phone call he told me N wasn't ready yet. Awww. His imagination has been brilliant lately. When I collected his from the childminder on Monday he was telling me he was on an aeroplane, flying in the sky. Turns out the aeroplane was the sofa with loads of cushions. Wonderful!
Bug starts nursery in a few weeks. I still don't feel completely comfortable but maybe it's my own fears and worries. Sometimes I feel he's ready, he is confident, excellent talker, sociable etc but then I worry about times when he has a meltdown because he's frustrated and maybe can't express himself. Do I just need to trust it will be fine? I know I can go for the first few sessions to see how he gets on. He did love the visit we had in June.
You're doing great :-) wobbles are fine. Bug is too cute! Xx
ReplyDeleteBug will be brill in nursery, he's going to love it. I think theirs always the worry that something will happen. When he starts nursery they usually ask if theirs anything they need to know - you could mention how he is if he has a meltdown, so they have a heads up incase it happens. I also told nursery about Nathan still getting used to toilet training and that he might need help if its a poo haha. Hes never done a poo at nursery but I had to take him in a good few times tk get him used to the toilet there so defo take Bug in a few times so he is comfortable with toilet at nursery. As you saod hes sociable, excellent with words etc. Bug is more advanced than most kids his age. He will be fine doll.
ReplyDeleteHope work goes ok, its just to see how it goes. Dont feel worried if you need tk leave. Health comes first. You cant work through pain and damage hands more its not worth it x
Just try and focus on positives. When you feel like your slipping take a step back from what your doing - get busy, go a drive, cycle. You know im always here for you. X x