I had my last scheduled counselling appointment today.
It was interesting. She thinks I'm very sensitive to hurt and I'm unable (or find it difficult) to process how I feel about things. She also thinks that I've not properly thought about what my ex has done and how much it hurt. That's probably true.
I don't really know how I feel just now. What a shocker.
It would seem when I was alone and pregnant I had two options. I could have broken down or I could have got on with it. I chose the latter. From her outside look it seems by doing that I've convinced myself things weren't that bad, I shouldn't have found it difficult etc and generally been very critical of myself when I've struggled.
I want to write more but I don't have it in me at the moment.
It was interesting. She thinks I'm very sensitive to hurt and I'm unable (or find it difficult) to process how I feel about things. She also thinks that I've not properly thought about what my ex has done and how much it hurt. That's probably true.
I don't really know how I feel just now. What a shocker.
It would seem when I was alone and pregnant I had two options. I could have broken down or I could have got on with it. I chose the latter. From her outside look it seems by doing that I've convinced myself things weren't that bad, I shouldn't have found it difficult etc and generally been very critical of myself when I've struggled.
I want to write more but I don't have it in me at the moment.
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