So it's been 12 weeks (tomorrow) since I stopped taking AD's and something doesn't feel right.
Really don't know what I want to do. I don't particularly want to see my GP because I don't want to not have been able to get on with it for a second time I don't want to feel dependent on taking anything.
It's really not helping my boss is on my case about targets at work. This is my new boss though so she doesn't know that I was off last year etc. that's not a conversation I want to have either.
Maybe it's just a bad few days. I really don't know but I've spent yesterday and this morning with lots of tears.
I just don't understand because there's nothing actually wrong.
I just feel like a mess. Is this it for now on? I've not been the same since PND kicked in. Has it just messed up my head for good? I wasn't like this before. I did have times when I was very down etc but it was always circumstantial. This just makes absolutely no sense.
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