Tuesday, 30 April 2013

all good

End of April already...

I had a great night out on Friday. I wasn't even sure in the middle of the week if I wanted to go but I'm so glad I did. I had so much fun! There were five of us from work and it started off with us going to a fundraising night for SC's daughters dancing school but afterwords we went out for some dancing and too many shots! Honestly I'm so glad my mum had offered to take bug into the town for lunch the next day. I can count on one hand the amount of nights out I've had since before I was pregnant & that was the first I've been tipsy in over 4 years!

I've been on annual leave for a week now and I'm not really wanting to go back to work on Friday. I imagine once I'm back it will feel like I've never been away!

I've heard back from nursery. bug was offered an afternoon placement. Monday to Friday, 1-3:30pm. The council weren't much help, I'd mentioned before I contacted them to push for a morning slot and they'd look into it but of course never got back to me. I phoned again but by this time the placement was allocated so they weren't interested. Hmmm. So I phoned the nursery to say if I can drop the Friday when I can accept the place. A Friday is impossible to work with at the moment, my mum looks after bug on a Friday and doesn't drive and with the nursery being two buses away it would be too difficult. I chose a nursery in the town closer to where I work so L can drop him off the Monday and Tuesday. Anyway... The nursery were ok with me dropping the Friday but as the funding is there if my circumstances change then I can take up the Friday if I want to. All good.

Bug is brilliant. His talking amazes me. I think he's taken a stretch lately, looking a bit taller but still on the short side. I wonder if he'll catch up since I'm on the tall side at 5'7. Still having screaming tantrums. Absolutely nothing helps other than letting him calm down on his own. As bad as the screaming gets he comes out it quickly enough. I'm not concerned, just gets frustrating.

Lately he's been having "daddy" characters when he plays with his toys. I'm finding that hard but more so because I know he'll eventually start asking questions. I also seen adverts for Father's Day and wondered if fw feels anything when he see's them. I'm not getting too drawn into it since he's the one losing out on being a part of my wonderful little boys life.

I asked bug what he wants to do tomorrow and he wants to go the park and then go for an ice cream. Sounds good to me!

Time for me to get to bed!! Longest entry in quite a while.

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