the day before

I'm not sure if this is crazy or not but I think I'm feeling anxious about bug's first birthday. It hadn't really hit me until an hour or so ago. I'm not sure what it is. Maybe because my little baby is really more of a little boy than a baby boy now? I know part of me will always think of him as my little baby and I know that things don't change over night. This is probably making absolutely no sense at all.

I can't believe that my boy is going to be a whole year old ♥ It's unreal and I know I say it all the time but time has really flown. It's been wonderful.

I was sitting on my bed earlier sorting things out and I just felt really aware that I'm preparing for my son's first birthday. It was such a lovely feeling to realise that.